Scream - BoA

You scream
But there's nobody to hear
It doesn't matter
It's only you and me and all of your fears
So scream
A Halloween serenade
Illusions shattered
Wait 'til you're really afraid


i luverrr you, boa. hahah.
I've been sick of life recently. Things just need to slow down and chill out -___-

FINISHED !

Finally finished the DBQ! And all it took was locking myself in a room with no laptop for 5 hours 8D

Oh good grief, I hope I finish everything before DCON T____T

spring~

I can't seem to finish writing a dbq without stopping every 5 minutes to go downstairs and get food. But oh well (o:

SPRING BREAK NEEDS TO BE LONGER !

SPRING BREAK PLEASE COME SOONER.

i love you.

please

come back to me

i need you.


very badly.


and i'm sure every FREAKING JUNIOR WHO'S STILL UP AT THIS UNGODLY HOUR DOES TOO D:<

GRASLDKFJOWEIJF

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So, I guess the sad truth is that a lot of "normal" high school kids are anything but good.
Today was the last homegroup before Confirmation, and so the adults left all the kids outside to eat, drink, be merry. At first it was awkwardly quiet, but then one of the girls started opening up about how mad she was that her parents grounded her for coming home late, drunk, and wasted. And then another girl started saying how she got drunk for the first time at a party, but her brother ratted her out. And then the son of one of the group leaders smokes behind his mother's back. and all this good stuff. At least one guy from servite was "innocent"? hah -__-
Basically, they just lost all my respect that the past two years have built. What a wonderful way to end home group.

ohh boy I was slapped in the face with reality. Oxford is like, the ultimate shelter, isn't it. ._____.

boom chika pow KABLOOEY!

pfft, I'll fix myself if you fix yourself first. take THAT.


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ehhh?!

HAN GENG WANTS TO LEAVE SM ENTERTAINMENT? NOOOOOOO T_______T

Is this karma for that one time I made fun of all these people going, "JAE BUM NOOOOOO" back during the whole 2PM thing? not funny!
ughhh karma's a betch.

In all seriousness, I feel so out of the loop. Today I logged into livejournal for the first time in... a while haha. I really need to log in more in order to stay updated... How long has this been going on?! Apparently SM Entertainment is a no-go for Han Geng because he feels like they're over-working him. So it would be much better for his health and happiness to start fresh in China with a new agency. Now, I don't know the details of the situation because I just found out, but all the same there's a bigger dilemma than Han Geng leaving, and SJM disbanding, and who knows what. I never really considered how these talent agencies actually treated the guys. Their lives seem so glamorous, they have great talent, and heeeello they most of them are gorgeous.
I've seen some of the NEWS and Arashi concert documentaries, and their schedules are friggin crazy. But I am guilty of wishing to be in their shoes, because their lives seem so fun and awesome... but I guess that just goes to show how little the public really knows, eh?

mehehhhh T___T Han Geng requested the courts to terminate his contract with SM, and the case is in April. I really wish he would stay and everything could be back to normal la-de-da again, but the sad truth is that he's not happy. And like Jae Bum, he's the leader (of SJM... not sure about Super Junior though). Even if he loses the case and he's somehow FORCED to stay... he's gonna have no passion and the whole thing'll just be awkward for him and the rest of the members. Basically, nothing'll be the same again.

sighh. This sucks hahah. Even so, I want him to win the case, because it'd be so inhumane if they forced him to stay o___o